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--cherlyn

yesterday:

went to coca restaurant for farewell dinner. darren entering ARMY! shiokness. buffet for all of us. actually we wanted ala carte but due to shrewd marketing tactics (jacking up each individual dish to a ridiculous price). so settled with buffet. was YUMMY! darren is like so neutral with army! i dont know what's up in his brain man. but i cant really be bothered. his last words before leaving home 2day was " no using the com" "dont scream in the morning and wake me up when i get home if not u all will get it from me" (so scared) oh wells. life without darren for 2 weeks straight! nonetheless, hope he can adapt there. guess the most impt thing is just NUMBING feelings and go through it. follow follow and more following of orders? do what other pple do and if possible, do even better. :)

the heating system is very efficient.

darren. very not interested to take photos.USUAL

all ready to eat:)

mum

not looking too happy!

mum and dad

chubby twin in action. thanks for peeling prawns for me the entire meal!:)

today:

whole family went to pulau tekong to send my bro off. eye opener i must say. I WAS IMPRESSED WITH ..... THE TRACK! Firstly, it has a sea view and its very scenic. ROMANTIC. saw the rooms, facilities, tried the food there for lunch.

to be honest, i dont mind the idea of doing the 3 mths bmt thing. i mean it looks kinda fun. exercising, (there's a pool there too). haih but with my character, i dont mind being ordered around to do things, but once i buay song i will just go off tangent and feel very pissed off with life. nonetheless it will be fun, especially with girls that are high and v talk kind. balance up! ideal. remember my energy v low?haha. aiya im all talk again. but well, thats what blogging is about right? hehe.

oh i realised kenneth (my oldest bro) has quite a sense of humour. no wonder he get the girls! i mean what he say is really kinda stupid and funny both at the same time.the following are statments that he made

1)ok i see needy girlfriends (excuse me mayb some guys insist their gfs came along)

2)(when we saw the bigger boys who went in 1 mth earlier doing marching) ok feel the earth tremble

3)(when we stood up in the audi for national anthem facing a screen with a flag moving along with the wind) ok this is quite stupid, shouldnt this be held outside

4)(when it reached the final part,everyone had to say their goodbyes) action time. im expecting to hear screaming (start looking around)

5) (darren had to tuck in his shirt) " ok thats where the torture starts"

6) ok darren made a new buddy. the guy on his left. ( zzz statement )

7) doesnt make sense. if im going to jail, i wont ask my gf to come send me off

dont know whats up with my bro la. he's pretty neutral yet very lame. zzz!

anw i had my first driving lesson today. the instructor was corrine's 1st lesson instructor too. he said we dont look alike. FINALLY. ya. it was ok but i was in state of panic. especially turning. i had no idea that when turn, had to wait for wheel to turn. i thought have to keep turning the wheel until i dont know when. i wanna use my left foot for break and right foot for accelerator!

currently hooked on jordin sparks: one step at a time.

-find a reason why- this phrase had an impact on me. in so many things i do, i need to find a reason why! if there's no reason. things just get very pointless. reminder for myself : before i decide on anything, i need to find a valid reason! yes cherlyn:)

ok im off to shower alr.

bye