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--cherlyn

Sometimes i do find it hard to say NO. The difficult part is not about saying the word "no" but the "pre-saying no" build up effect, it really can drive me crazy. I do hope this is not something any different from any girls. Girls in general do not like conflict. By saying no, it sparks off unhappiness to some extent. There can be many reasons for saying "no" and bottomline is that in the end i will still stick to "NO" because the fear of not able to fulfil promises or obligations is simply too heavy to bear. Just some advice for girls out there, dont be afraid to say " no". Gotta think further and weigh the pros and cons:)

Anw you must be guessing what the hell am i referring to! My godma called to offer me some research job and she will get her friend to call me. Her friend indeed called and was really nice, polite and respectful. She needed me tomorrow (which is today). Job = im desperate for it! BUT i have driving lessons. That point already drove me insane. Then she continued by saying she needs me even after tomorrow and i said i alr have a 1 mth job. so everything cumulated to a "no" but anyway i took down her number just in case. AH.

Sidetrack to yesterday:
I did my usual morning thing and was suppose to give wc a wake up call at 9 plus as we plan to swim at 10am. As usual, dragged till 10.40am then she turned up. Fortunately for me, its so near my house, i just gotta make sure i can sit on my couch as long as possible rather than to stand there at wait for her! imagine me leaving at 9.50am to realise she's gonna be there at 10.40am. i learnt alr. -always call wc when about to leave to meet her OR sms her to sms me to leave hse- IT WORKS:) The sun was non-existent while we were swimming, did some laps. oh ya wc is suffering from real bad sun burnt due to the camp that she went to. bad. It took me back to memories when my face was peeling really BAD esp aft kayaking.zzz! dont like it.

lunched. wc teaches tuition at hougang. rained. after tuition met her at kovan mrt. off to her hse for dinner. tom yam noodle. v shiok! i love spicy stuff because it has a lot of kick! Anw cable at her hse is really v entertaining. my place only has 5 8 u and cna. v boring. Most of the times in the morning, i have to resort to watching news. Depressing i must say. oh wells.

updates from corrine:
she had field and water games
the food sucks
she won a memory card reader from a lucky draw (very random)

thats about it.
life gets boring without corrine! roar. and now that darren is in army, also quite bored. left with kenneth and i.

off to watch tv!