Friday, July 14, 2006

corrine

i saw
their desire
their fighting spirit
their determination
their focus
and
their tears of joy

this is how much a human heart can take.

thanks for the inspiration:)

the seniors are stepping down soon
i'll remember everyone of them for who they are and how much they've helped me become a better person.
touching moment during debrief today:)
took photos with the seniors and that point in time,
i realised how much i'm gonna miss them after they leave

it's time for us to lead the team
have faith in ourselves:)



Monday, July 10, 2006

cherlyn

ARGHHHHHH. so damn freaking pissed off by myself. lost a sampire pendant that my mum gave me! i tink it cost quite a bit. kept it in my wallet since very long ago and the zip always seems to be open! and then today on the way hme, before i dropped off the bus, i vaguely heard smth dropped out from my wallet. BUT. how wonderful, thinking it was just some five cent coin( i reckon), i just got off the bus nonchalantly. REALLY HATE UNCERTAINTIES BECAUSE NOW I DUNNO IF IT WAS IT! HOPE NOT. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!. just wasted some of my family's money due to my pure stupidity or wadeva it is la. URGH. so pissed! binged when i came home! gd way to vent my frustrations, for the fact that no matter what i eat, im still not full. zzzzzzz.

dont even suggest to me that i shud go find it. its like . this size as compared to everything else in my hse. how am i goin to find it. last time, i lost a ring once. my gosh. i was like fooling ard with it in church and the next moment it was no longer wrapping itself onto my finger. zzzz. but i feel more pissed now. cos the pendant is more expensive. ok. i shant rattle on. grrr. cherlyn. stop being a jerk.

Saturday, July 8, 2006

cherlyn
oac today. one question really striked me. why am i in oac? i really didnt know! gdness. as compared to badminton, i can really give a definite ans: i LOVE badminton, the drills, physical, weights, skipping. every single thing of it. but not the competition of cos..the stress just gets the better of me for SURE. cant believe i just let badminton slip out of my life like that...not that im fantastic in it, but i work hard to reach my own expectations:) ok so back to oac. i still dunno. maybe the ans will travel itself to me soon. ha!

anyway, my dad bought a bbq pit! which is for next sat's family bbq. TOTALLY EXCITTTTEEED. just love all these family stuff. and my family rocks. so im totally blessed. big thank you to god. gonna catch the football match with my dad tonight too:) but i always knock out at like nine plus! but nvm. gonna try. wanna spend more time with my dad. he's such a nice guy! ha:)

feeling rather full now. from lunch. that is the horrible thing. its like 7.18pm now. shant go into further details.

Tuesday, July 4, 2006

cherlyn
i realised something about myself>>> i often rush people. hoho! wont consider myself on the go all the time but then maybe slowness and tardiness dont really appeal much to me. ok so during lunchtime, jh had to rush back for his econs lesson and he started to rush me. first time someone asking me to eat my bread at a quicker pace. i was totally in shocked mode. guess he made me be more aware of the person i am, and ya, i dun mind people rushing me to do stuff. its absolutely fine. ok la im being random... maybe too long haven attended oac training. need to have the feeling of being in a rush! :)

being such a procrastinator. urgh. kinda detest myself. hoho. nvm. there s oac self training tmr! -claps hand- kinda cant wait.

urgh still have many more articles to do for pw! someone save me. im feeling so dead. if ur feeling the same way as i do, HANG IN THERE. have a cup of cold milk and alpen. relieve stress and -boredom-!

Sunday, July 2, 2006

Rocking day last night
:)
met up with my aunt
cher got high with the camera as you can see below.
the meal was so filling i got turned off by water after that
haha!!!
erps... random

anyway, cher is off to wan ching house.
damn, i want to go!!! urgh

but but, trainin more important la..
oh well

trainin yesterday was unusually less tensed
less shoutings on water
i think i can train better without all the stress and stuff
i did one set kinda "on my own" (with the c1s) coz the rest did theirs first
then i found myself being able to breathe properly ( in other words all the other sets i cant breathe properly) haha.
my mind plays a lot of tricks on me...

whatever the case, must keep calm :)

10 more days to nationals
all the very best to all those racing:)
cherlyn-
im tired!!!! our nice meal with our aunt at CEDELE. that place ROCKS.





blueberry smth. sizzling gd.


the menu. this place is very health conscious!


look sinful right? but taste kinda healthy as compared to other carrot cakes out there. at least u can see tiny bits of carrot in the cake!


aunt and corrine ( just in case u dunno whos who )


aunt and cherlyn





us!


love them to bits!