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--cherlyn
It is officially day 3 of survey. -.- I realised something long long time ago. I stupidly went to report for survey work 1 day in advance when i cud actually have been doing something v slack. URGH. how stupid can that be right?ROAR

Anyway carried out surveys at Amoy Food Centre today. When i was slacking, just slumped myself at one empty table and TADA...!in front of my eyes was the store that was on channel u. the salvage poor business store. guess what it was selling: MUFFINS! sms my sister the entire variety of selection and once she replied me, went to buy 2 banana and 1 cheese. 1 banana each for us and cheese for my bro! (i always buy just nice amt, shouldnt overeat!).Slumped back to another empty table to try the banana 1 out.

My opinions:
1)more towards sweet side
2)slightly undercook (mayb cos its more towards soft and not fluffy sort)
3)should hav more filling. cos some banana muffin the entire inside u can see banana veins, but this one only the bottom part they chuck in moist banana.

Met my Dad for lunch. Then after lunch went to try the other store's muffin. The banner said: Butter Free. kinda gimmicky cos it actually means using hydrogenated oil for replacement la! butter if melt it also look like oil except maybe more yellow and hav white foam. but the banana and walnut muffin was not bad. it was hot from the oven. not fantastic but i wud say acceptable. hav not tasted FANTASTIC muffins for a v long. i think i will stick to being a cake person.cedele sells the best carrot cake in my opinion so far! talking about that i haven settled my cedele baked goods craving. hehe!

I'm kinda feeling down today. and when i'm down or feeling stressed up i wanna go drinking! chiiilllll what that way. chase all the nerves, pressure away!Otherwise i just wanna stay home and eat and eat and then go and sleep. corrine eat with me later!!!! pong4 please. recently keep eating durian. shiok la. dont know why into it recently. just that way i guess

Anyway i think it shud be time i really settle down with a decision that i make. sometimes it can be really confusing and i lose myself. but then again there wont be anyone who can make decisions for me! guess i gotta start being more independent and confident of myself. i really do lose myself sometimes. i can sound as though im firm and sure, but who will ever know whats behind the scene. Well, i have decided and i will stick to my decision.

Glad my sis and twan are working things out. Maintaining a relationship is really not easy. For me i always screw things up! Sometimes i feel that mayb im just not suitable for the -relationship league-. too much for me to handle i guess. i cant even handle my own issues. let alone issues involving another person which is entangled/tied/entwined with me.its just kinda a lot for to take at 19 la. But anyhow KUDOS to those couples who really and truelly can be part of one another at the end of it all.

Im tired now. Feeling satisfied from lunch. Refusing to think about the survey process. Thinking about 6pm, walking to the train station, walking home and slamming myself on the sofa. Can time pass faster! URGH. DAMN.

im off alr to continue work.

bye all!