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I'm grappling with so many things right now, i think i am going to get a potential nervous breakdown.

i dont know what's wrong with me. I go through this vicious cycle of
1) comparing myself with smart people
2) get stressed
3) work harder
4) still compare with smart people
5) get stressed all over again

today was a very mentally trying day. I had presentation and the prof apparently misinterpreted my group's presentation. He asked some questions in a chim way that caught us off guard.

so my group members and i are basically trying to clarify the issue with him via e-mail and i feel VERY VERY stressed about this. to others it may not be a big issue but to me it is.

so i made myself think so much today about how to explain his queries, leaving my brain practically fried now.

and i got back my quiz results.

PS* the vicious cycle kicked in at full force.

someone get me out of this. take me away to anywhere but here.

this is a depressing post despite the cheery new blogskin.

<3
corrine.