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f***king annoyed today.
irritating boy sleeps in class.
absolutely wasting my time, his time, his mother's money.
he doesn't care, so why should i care?
i must say my patience has been pushed to its limits.
its not about money anymore, its about wanting to help someone but that person is like a dummy.
i think if i let go, there's no way u're gonna get me back on track.

like for example work. i totally died out near end June. my mind strays, i'm thinking of what would it be like if i'm not here. but luckily marianne chang is always there to keep me company and sane.
messaged his mom and told informed her bout how i feel alr. didn't want to but i feel thats the only right thing to do. its just not right to shut up and do nothing.

second half of my day just screwed. i'm home now and trying to chill. i just want all this nonsense that started long time ago to end. to end. to end. why can't i just teach an angelic kid who wants to learn, appreciate my presence and be attentive during lesson? i've always treated my tutors with respect, with appreciation, with enthusiasm to learn cos at the end of the day is those five f***ing alphabets that matter right? the deciding factor to your future. no matter how much we try to deny the fact, its true... everythin about education is results orientated. if its not an A, it'd be a B, not a B, a C, not a C, a D... simple as that.

so if you don't work for it, you'd just get nothing in return. cos nothing comes without hardwork. roar!

sorry for the emo post. just needed a venting outlet. dont want it to be a human being cos that wouldn't be very nice. i feel much better now.

--corrine--