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the news came as a rather big blow to me
i wanted to hide my emotions
pretend everything was alright
but i exposed my feelings to myself
i was so afraid
i got to know myself better

deep down it really hurts
i think i allowed my body to take over my mind
what happened?

went for mass today
the priest preached about being a happy person
because the opposite of being happy is sad
if you had a choice
which would you pick?

i prayed so hard to keep the faith between us STRONG
i'll never ever ever ever forget the experience rowin with you
the desire to pull for each other
just wanted to tell you that it meant THIS much to to me
for all the tears that was shed
it was worthwhile

i'm not a talented rower
i'll continue to row hard
coz i believe god has a plan for me