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corrine

daddy's birthday yesterday, came home from trainin not really happy:(
i guess this might be the first time i'm whinin on my blog. i hate this but i wanna reflect a little.

hmmm.. rather disappointed with myself during trainin yesterday.
did i pull hard enough?
did i give my all?
i really don't know now.

i can't help getting affected. jasmine's a great k2 partner, she tries to encourage me to push on but i find myself rather silent during trainin. mayb thats the way corrine is... but i'll try to voice out a little. it takes time.

urgh. really worried nonetheless. the pressure is kicking in.
i've been thinkin about trainin since trainin ended yesterday evening. omg.
hopefully the next trainin will be a better one.

to jasmine: keep believing in us no matter what happens. i'll be there for you. tc!