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--cherlyn

ok i think it is time for a post for all you fans out there. lol.

it has been almost a month since i have been back in singapore. life's been pretty good so far but i'm kinda hating work cos some of my favourite collegues are no longer around or i dont work in the same shift as them anymore. so boring! ah but then i get to meet new people and thats pretty awesome too. guess what...im doing redemption this time and sometimes i see so much ugliness in people that i dont know how to look at the goodness of human nature anymore. it just digusts me right to my bones. sometimes thats what i feel like in singapore... where people constantly judge one another, find faults, nit pick. i mean... c'mon... life isnt just that alright. being here just makes it a little tougher to see the goodness in people... i dont know. mayb its just me. im trying hard to see the good in people. i donno, im just gonna stick to being myself and try to accept people for who they are i guess.

good and bad memories evoked when im back here in singapore. bad = im no longer living in kovan! rah. and good = im back here with family and friends + good food

talking about food. i have been craving for sardine curry puff every single day. in fact, curry puffs in general. rah! not good. i just feel v compelled to eat and eat and eat when im in singapore. but when im in NZ three meals seriously suffice alr. no idea what is going on at all man. oh i alr asked my mum to cook chicken rice for us tmr for lunch. yum yum yum

looking forward to my sister's exams to end. she owes me a lot of "hang out" sessions i swear. everyday see her study until i bored alr. and for goodness sake i need to have a night's sleep without the freaking lights on cos she's studying. it is getting kinda irritating alr.

* i miss NZ's milk, bread and plump juicy apples* - we always want things we do not have but when we have it, we do not want it. life is ironic man-