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--cherlyn

just got back from malaysian cultural night.

2 of my corridor mates performed so i had to be there to show moral support

but i guess performances are really not my thing. if i did not sleep for 10hrs today, i bet i wud be sleeping alr cos i actually slept through parts of the latest harry potter movie

things that i do not like = museums, walks in the park (except with my sis), shopping, watching boring movies, anything to do with arts or performing stuff (ohhh but i like watching girls dance hip hop, think its kinda interesting)

lately i have been trying vvvv hard to study but it just aint working out well. whats best is that one of my friends actually reminded me that the upcoming test is only 5 marks. so encouraging.

im officially booooorrrreeeeeed in cumby, in new zealand, bored of studying. completely senseless. seriously. just going through the motion.

and i ate so much during the day that i cud not eat dinner and basically went without food for like 7hrs? and thinking about the same old food tmr for breakfast, lunch and dinner just makes me sickkkk.

sigh i wanna go back to singapore where i can just revert to my sloth self. pple have been telling me that i will be bored when i go back to singapore. well.... life of a sloth have always been me. and i wasnt really bored with it to begin with. just need to earn money to support myself to some extent next year. screw my current job ok... the boss dont even need people after the holidays. screw her. urgh. i dont care alr. waitressing will nvr be my thing.

i am boreeeeeeeddddd. urgh. and sometimes i hate being this nice girl. cos i know myself as the -cant be bothered- person and although sometimes i question myself...i love myself for myself.

i want to be bo-chap and dont care even if the world crashes down on me

i want to be in cherlyn's world.

november....im silently counting down.

need to get through this. roar!