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currently home. on a weekday. u might be wondering.. whyyy?

past 2 days i was left on my own with absolutely no work related things to do. so basically i was sitting in the office doing my own stuff and getting paid. and after 2 days, i really couldn't take it. my supervisor told me that she is trying to arrange on-field-work for me but only can confirm for next week. which means today and tmr i also should be have nth to do.

so i sms-ed her that i wouldn't be reporting to work till there's work for me to do. i dont find this unreasonable on my part because its really not right for them to pay me when there's no need to. how righteous of me right? LOL. apparently, i completed 2 months work of work in 2 days. huge underestimation man. grrr.

yea. not anyone's fault. oh well. i have no motivation to do anything alr. i just wanna laze around and do things i wanna do w/o having to care about this and that and everything. afterall, my timetable planning has officially started. makes me dread the start of school all of a sudden.

seeing those modules and the exam dates. oh man. and i realise that my exam is last week of nov to first week of dec. cherlyn ho is coming back third week of nov! so she'll come back to see her shrivelled up sister mugging for exams. hahahah! i wanna prevent that so i am going to do my revision v consistently and definitely no last minute shit from me. not my style. hahahah.

yea. planning of timetable is giving me quite a headache. i really dont know what electives to take. i'm basing 51%of my choice on whether the module fits into my schedule. haha. i dont know why there's this v determined spirit in me to wanna accomplish things my way. and that i wont wanna succumb myself to some sort of disadvantage. can anyone explain this charateristic?

is it self-love? haha! i dont know but that spirit drives me on. for now, directionless in the aspect of work. sometimes i just wish i'm away from all these work-woes. the dilemma of wanting to work but degenerated by the mundanity of it all. encountered this situation on 2 jobs i had. this, and the other one at a law firm. i sailed through my tuition centre job and SVC job though :D

so tired of bothering about all these work alr. if i had a chance, i would really wanna fly down to NZ to visit my sister. thinking 23 June after her exams. but my mom hasn't confirm with me, yet alone discuss with cherlyn cos she is having exams. missing her. and also missing twan.

double whammy. not good. haha. on the lighter side of things, my student told me she did well for her exams. :D happy for her.

getting rather random. i'm offf! ;)

<3,
corrine