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--cherlyn

From what i remember, this is one of the few times i
REALLY HATE MYSELF

right now... right since just now :Z

why?

IN SHORT MY DRIVING REALLY KINDA SUCKS AND YET I WANNA PASS

i got a big bashing from my driving instructor today. many many mistakes. sometimes i really feel that the circuit is kinda stupid because people are coming into my lane, there are so many stopping lines, so many junctions that have to give way yet i AM NOT AWARE. but then again, that is what learning driving is about. made way too many mistakes and the best part.... my freaking test is just next week. yes... exactly 7 more days and i have only 2 more damn lessons to save myself. guess i gotta stop venting out these shit stuff and get a grip of myself. but then again sometimes i just hate my nonchalance, indifference. i really have not been told off by a grown adult man so badly before i swear. but yet i couldnt care less to retaliate. you know why? cos there is seriously something wrong with my damn driving. i'm careless!

HAIH

time for some reasoning. PLEASE BEAR WITH ME PPLE. THANK YOU

firstly, i feel that i cant damn function without some sort of exercise in the morning. EVERY DAMN SINGLE TIME I DO NOT EXERCISE IN THE MORNING, IM LIKE SOME SLEEP WALKING IDIOT GOING THROUGH THE DAY NOT REALLY KNOWING WHAT ON EARTH AM I DOING. just scrapping by.. hopefully nothing shitty happens... but shitty things do happen. and well this is the second time it happened. shit all over the place. why cant i just wake my stupid idea UP when i open my eyes from sleep and be more freaking ALERT???????

solution time:
OK CORRINE HO LISTEN UP...... on 3rd october 2008, friday i am ordering you to be my lieutenant/training instructor/personal instructor. morning we are going to wake up at 6am and you are going to plan somethin that will not only fry my fats but also fry my brain and senses alive. we are going to exercise like we have never done it before in our lives and that is going to wake me up. breakfast is going to be light and can you please drive me to ubi? ( Hope you dont have lessons on that day man )

in the meantime, i am going to write every freaking mistake that i WILL NOT make in black marker pen on a white sheet of paper and paste it on my dressing mirror so it can sink into my puny brain within a span of 7 days

goodbye