its the twins day today! thanks so so much to all those who simply sent a text to wish me. it really meant a lot. sometimes i feel so insignificant, such a lousy friend and teammate, but then you guys actually bothered to just drop a text.means a lot. sometimes i also feel that whether i drop a text to wish someone mattered a lot, now i finally know that it makes a difference.
guess its just a day that i start reflecting...on my past..on my jc life..my present and what to expect for the future
past... i miss my secondary school days. there's just something about ij i wont be ablet to let go.
moving on to jc, all the mugging! dont know if it paid off cos didnt do well! but at the same time cant really expect miracles right. guess my results should be within my expectation. but expectations knows no boundaries la! haha. oh wells... my aunt dropped me a text yesterday and said she was worried for us cos she saw sunday times about the -varsity squeeze-. made me laugh when i was taking calls during work! so random la! ah hope there's a place for me out there. save a place for me ok uni! believe god has plans for me. i just got to believe
then again in jc i think i have been a horrible friend. always MIA. wth. maybe im just a bo chap person. i dont really know. sometimes when one to one i can be pretty sincere. but the next moment i am quite indifferent to everything. i dont know! any answers? sometimes i think i dont even know myself. then who does? who should? gosh. ALSO... dont seem to take much initiative to keep ties close with my sec sch friends! thankfully someone will initiate something and we will meet up, eat and talk. its really nice. and i kinda like tai tai shopping with huay shan. can assist in grooming her to be a tai tai. can just totally picture her as one. marrying an australian guy. big cow in the big backyard living in a big mansion.then occasionally squeezing cows milk and baking pies! then occasionally going for parties with that green top we saw. so totally can picture. haha. but at the same time i do take initiatives. someone made me wait 45 min!roar. ah im confused la!
AND once again...im super bad in remembering things! for one cos marianne chang actually remembered i was her angel during sec sch camp. (honestly i had NO RECOLLECTION) for the moment i tried to jam some memory juice out to recollect but no juice la. then i actually forgot about my BTT!!!!!!! wed thurs i actually took the freaking trouble to change shift to go e trial but on sat i happily forgot!!!! ah. i set reminder in my phone alr. plus i didnt even know btt was at 10.30. i thought 8.15..same as e trial. -bang my head on e wall and floor and bed-
present life is pretty much of work. made me realise that actually time management can be one of life's toughest thing to do and its a daily chore. like brushing teeth. daily chore. with work cramming five days of a seven days week...sometimes it gets tiring then just get very sian. like after a long night...brushing teeth also feel quite sian la. and im munching on fruity loaf corrine bought from cedele last night.rocks socks
as for future.........? a question mark. i will fill in e blanks next time
anw b day celeb was at shokodu! not so much of the place. the thought that we actually wanted..eh i think it was me who wanted jap then so sweet they actually suggested marche style like jap place. love the company! and the strawberry shortcake was good! for the first time i was not biased against cream cos the ssc's cream was pretty gd! waha.
let me see... gonna start reading the book that marianne w gave! looks interesting. m chang photo alr on com table. sorry cant put it on my work desk. firstly i scared pple steal and next in work my mood not that gd. i should be happy to begin with when looking at the photo.anw m change ur lil letter inspired me. thanks!. hs accessories. all so glam lor. someone invite me to high class restaurant or banquet or high tea so accessories will fall just in place! haha. kidding la.
last but not least. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORRINE HO! my evil twin sister who has always been in my life. sharing special moments with me. though sometimes u are a big pain in the ass... but i will bear with you. its only 19 yrs. we have a long way more to go girl! i love you lots chubby corrine!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. :)
cheers
cherlyn
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