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cherlyn

ARGHHHHHH. so damn freaking pissed off by myself. lost a sampire pendant that my mum gave me! i tink it cost quite a bit. kept it in my wallet since very long ago and the zip always seems to be open! and then today on the way hme, before i dropped off the bus, i vaguely heard smth dropped out from my wallet. BUT. how wonderful, thinking it was just some five cent coin( i reckon), i just got off the bus nonchalantly. REALLY HATE UNCERTAINTIES BECAUSE NOW I DUNNO IF IT WAS IT! HOPE NOT. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!. just wasted some of my family's money due to my pure stupidity or wadeva it is la. URGH. so pissed! binged when i came home! gd way to vent my frustrations, for the fact that no matter what i eat, im still not full. zzzzzzz.

dont even suggest to me that i shud go find it. its like . this size as compared to everything else in my hse. how am i goin to find it. last time, i lost a ring once. my gosh. i was like fooling ard with it in church and the next moment it was no longer wrapping itself onto my finger. zzzz. but i feel more pissed now. cos the pendant is more expensive. ok. i shant rattle on. grrr. cherlyn. stop being a jerk.